Have a party to go to tonight, and I’m hoping that’ll take my mind off things a bit. Woke up this morning from some pretty shitty dreams. Well, not exactly bad dreams but, still upsetting. I want to avoid this but want to get it over with at the same time. So, avoiding it to go party it is.
though I literally just there realised that drinking is not a good idea because then I’ll make it worse, unless I don’t go near my phone